Monday, May 30, 2005

Monday May 30, 2005


I'm sad today. Yesterday our daughter moved out of the house :(( I know her boyfriend is behind it all. He keeps pushing her to get a job. We want her to have a job as well, but before she moved in with him. She is 19. I didnt want everyone to be upset when she left. I wanted all of us to be happy. Like we use to be.
She met this guy on line, locally. He likes tattoo's and piercing's, and he has them as well, and now our daughter has more piercing's. I dont mind the tattoo's at all (cause I have 2 of them myself). I've been with my daughter when she got her tattoo's done. I use to think that we were close. But since Jan. this year, we haven't. I can't blame it all on him (as much as I would love too). I know she is growing up and becoming an adult. We treated her like one most of the time. I did notice that here lately, when her dad and her played around, she would get pissed off at him and yell at him, then hold back the tears. Of course, she would say that she is ok. But a mom knows better. I could never get her to talk to me about it.
I know there were times that I was ready for her to move out. But I was also ready to have her stay at home for the rest of our lives. She was a very big part of our lives. Yes, she was my only child, hubby's 2nd child.
I did ask for the house key and her cell phone back (she is on our plan and we pay for the phone). Now I am thinking about giving it back to her (cell phone). But I just talking to my husband about how much times have changed since I've gotten married (25yrs come this Oct), we didnt have cell phones. My mom didnt worry much about me. If we didnt have a phone, we visited each other. Then when my mom moved out of state, we wrote each other 2 letters per week at first, then it was down to 2 a month.. lol. We really missed each other then.
I can only hope that my daughter will come around soon. I will be here for her no matter what.

Monday, May 23, 2005

Monday May 23, 2005

Well, I've tryed my hand at thread text.. lol... those bookmarks will end up being about 3in wide and about 10in long. So I've found another pattern to use. This one works up fast and easy.
Tonight is the Full Moon. Flower Moon. The Full Moon sure is pretty here in Oklahoma. Was sitting outside in a swing last night watching her before the storms came rolling in. Mosquito's are out as well now.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Saturday May 21, 2005

I know I haven't kept this up like I should. I've been lazy and slow crocheting. I did finally finish the "Esmerelda Witch" bag. Will take pic's of her later. My husband loves her. Said that she is "cute".
We have a friend in from Australia. He is a Vietnam Vet. Love him to Death. He will be here with us for about 4 days, and then he will be leaving for Memorial Day at DC.
I'm in a "BookMark" & "Tea" exchange from Crochetville. I can't wait. I really need to find some thread in different colors. My bookmarks will have text on them. This will be fun.

Friday, May 13, 2005

Friday, May 13, 2005

Yes, it's Friday the 13th. Everything has been fine until someone said that they couldn't view my blog. It's PINK, and only pink. No Blogs, no pic's, no nothing. I can only assume that while I was trying to get a weatherpixie in there, it deleted the other codes as I couldn't get it to save right. Many pushing of the buttons later, refreshing the page, and then finally gave up. That is what happen. So now, I know NOT to use that damn weatherpixie. I will just stick to what I know.. CROCHET :)